Another awesome story ~

hey guys,there's a bad news for me.... like something really bad happened. My friend actually read the post ! OMG! She's like apologizing but I don't actually bother her. Now,our relationship weren't as good as last time. I'm dissapointed somehow. *sigh* I told her it's nothing but she said:"then why you type it out?" I went speechless somehow, cause, yeah, I'm still mad. Nothing is going to change somehow. On the next morning,I was pretending sleeping while I heard my friend said;"something really bad hit me yesterday." at first I felt sorry for her, but at the end ,like now, I had no feeling. No intention to hold this relationship. When I act cold, she's colder then me. (colder???) well, I had no idea what will happen in the future, but I love her still. No matter what happened, I love her still. I don't want to share anything to anyone,because they don't want to listen. I don't want to get closer,because I don't want to got hurt deeper. that's why, I hate socializing. F*** my life,urgh.