Cold fight.

My friend's problem is getting worse.Oh,brother~~Today we didn't talked much! When we're having our chinese class, I was trying to talk to her but I can feel that she's trying to avoid me. My heart ache , so badly. I really feel want to cry. It's so so so so pain. I was sad, dissapointed and angry at the same time. and we didn't really talked the whole day :( after school, we tried to talk on the way to our bus. I try to tell her about my research on hot girls, and she was like," hot girls shirr...." hmmm.... She told me that her mom saw me spamming her name and her mom hated it. OKAY~ I gave bad opinion for her mom,without even meeting her mom before. I was like, F*** , we're done! An incident, that made me super mad is, I put a lot of effort on class, and I struggled a lot in class too. My friends were sleeping during the whole day, but they actually can go back and study and then Paww!!!! Here's a fucking good results. While then, I was struggling, some don't understand.... and some understand a little and some just .... blanked. this is so damn unfair. Really hate it like this. they actually can understand everything without concentrating in class! I can't even understand a thing eventhough I kick my ass off just to listen to teacher. so many infairness going around me right now. I hate myself now, but I know it's fucking normal. And I hate this NORMALNESS a lot. Oh, and my current obsession is anime. and japanese. well, I had to admit that I'm an Otaku :3 had just finished GOSICK!!