confusions along the way.

Probably this is how we end our relationship right?

Friends, friends that make you miserable. friends that gossips, and you'll have fear in everything you do . Thinking that will they talk bad about me too? Thinking that it's a mistake to make friends with them. People scold someone on twitter or maybe Facebook, but they group together and talk bad about you. And they'll have a lot of fun. I'm so tense , although they are fun to talk , fun to do crazy things, but I don't think I will share my problems with these kind of friends. Friends that only like too have fun. Their happiness is all onto other people's sadness.

I was wondering, whether they'll read this post or not. But if yes, I think I'll be the one they'll gossip in the future. I'm scared,I don't want to be like this. I don't want to join them, I don't want to gossip about other people.

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yeah, so .... ... back to my "friends drama" again~~Let's give my friend a nick name,lets call herprincess

So, we didn't talk to each other for a week, maybe just waves to each other. But one day.........
princess texted me on facebook and asked what's going on.

 I replied "oh, nothing. We just didn't talk to each other." (PS: I guess, I replied her like that)

She was like "are we still friends?"
I said "yeah~"
she said I need to give her some time,because she feels awkward when she talk to me. I was like wait , whattttt~??? So I replied

"yeah , give me some too."

So, the next day, I was planning to hug her when I sees her. But then, some things happened (I can't said it,it's other people's privacy)then we didn't talk to each other AGAIN.And we didn't walk home together.Then when almost evening, when we got home, she texted me again on Facebook, (I forgot what we talked about)and blah blah blah.

The next day, I tried to talk to her, but she's like getting away from me. I'm pretty mad, because on that day, we didn't walk home together too. I was carrying the piano, so heavy , but she didn't even cared(maybe she didn't even know) just walked to her bus with her other friend. I was so angry!!!!! I glared at them,but they didn't know(ofcourse,they don't know!!!)But luckily another friend helped me to carry my books, if not, I have NO IDEA how am I going to carry all my stuff all the way to my bus. Urgh.

So, when I was scolding on twitter , she texted me again on Facebook...

we are never ever ever getting back together. Princess,if you're reading this, let me tell you what I thought about what I had felt , I felt that you didn't appreciate me at all. yeah, maybe there are a lot of things I wanna shout out, but I think this makes the conclusion X(

But somehow,deep inside me, I still wanna be her Best friend.