Mom... Can I be beautiful?

Mom, Can I be beautiful? I totally have no idea what reaction will my mom give me if I really said this to her. My mom is someone who hates girls that makeup, go facials etc, she finds that annoying cause she does not have the importunity to do all these things. I wanna buy clothes, but I don't dare to use her money because I think is really embarrass. I weird,huh? I don't want to use her money nor others . But me myself too, doesn't have that much money to buy all these things. My dad doesn't allow me to work either.So all my income that I could get is just my pocket money. But now, is holiday. I couldn't pocket money=( But yeah, I shouldn't act like this. There are more people aren't as fortunate as me now, so I shall be satisfied. BUT. I can't.