Shame

I'm having concert on December , so now I'm having a lot of rehearsals . I took 3 categories for the concert,one is Cabrera, another is Salsa , And the last one is Paquita. Paquita is a name of a Dance , and is ballet , ok? As for Cabrera and Salsa, I'm sure U guys knew it , right? Whatever. Well, I admit that I'm fat. I don't look good in dancing. And also , carrying a 60kg person is extremely hard. So, I really hate partner dancing. I don't know why my teacher wanted to choose me to dance with the guys, but I really hate it! I'm not a guy-hater for sure, but making a guy carrying a fat and ugly lady will make the girl feel really 自卑，right?Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so regret to dance concert!!!!!!!!!!!