Sry frens...

He doesn't really like me cuz I'm not good looking.He's not really good looking but I have a strange feeling whenever I saw him.*go back to the history*I saw him by the first sight,my heart was jumping.bathump!bathump!bathump!After knowing him I'm kinna scared him hurt, scared of loosing him.But times pass,I just know he like my fren.That time knowing he like my fren my tears flew out but I force then to never dropped.I just gave a smile.My heart truly broke.@ msn I saw him,suddenly I thought my frens said:"he was so annoying...he keep chat with me than I ignore him,haha....."so I just live it there and test him...I thought he will just say hi or whatever but he didn't ....fine,fine,fine I know he never like me even as a fren.*sob*
I try to avoid my frens,and always to be alone so that my heart will not be hurt.(even frens that doesn't even know him)or whatever...But, my frens keep asking me what's happening.After a while they never talk to me again...just becuz I'm fat==.The frens that really care of me is Zhi Yi and Gigi.they talk to me when I'm lonely.But some frens ,they just ask you a few question when they realise you never talk to them.after a while they'll never talk to you anymore...
talk about frens,some frens ,they just keep chating with those who is popular and good looking.and makes me sometimes need to share good stuff with them also never had a chance.But some frens they never bother you how ugly you are or whatever ,they just treat you as a true frens.I love them.
The conclusion is I wanna be all alone after ching ming..sry frens!!!(but I dunno I can do it anot)